9/10/10

Slept late as fuck again. This has to stop. Yeah, I'm depressed about losing my job, blah, blah, blah.

Jumped on facebook, to see reactions to my scary posts. I only got a few. Shaun Thomas ( young buck who's always wanting to fight for a friend ), Pete C (who understandably wants to stay out of my work shit ) and Al ( who hosted the infamous TR comes out of the closet garbage ) who was real detailed and fucking great. If I'm ever accused of interracial face fucking, I'll copy & paste his reasonably sober account of that evening. After reading that, now I MIGHT blow him! That's a fucking joke you assholes, but a good guy nonetheless, and it really made me wonder why Mark would spearhead this smear campaign against me? I no longer feel I have to apologize to him, but vice versa.

Before long it was Phils vs Marlins time and the joy of watching Roy Halladay work. I also had to check my fantasy playoff stats which for some immature reason are relevant in my peculiar existence. Comics Aaron Hertzog, Pat Barker and Mike Rainey made the trip to Queens and saw the game live which had to be cool.

Besides that, had a good phone convo with Shaun Thomas, Chachi, and John Sipio. Wanted to go out and act a fool again, but did not, which enabled me to meet up with Frank Zampitella as a favor for Chachi.

Somewhere during this, I had a moment of clarity and gathered all my dirty towels ( only one from masturbation ) and also put all of my jeans in a trash bag and plan on actually doing laundry tommorrow!!!

My room is a tiny bit more presentable, and the fog is clearing a bit.

I did score two cialis a while back, and was wanting to Fuck like a twenty year old, so I reached out to a few gals. It dawned on me that I still have feelings for old flame Heather, so I called and had a nice conversation, but I actually respect her, so I didn't mention hooking up and opted to just shoot the shit. She and I met years ago, but dated at an awkward time for both of us, but it seems clear that she and I will be together again at some point, which may be unpopular to some, but we click pretty friggin good. We both have to make sure we are not boozing though, as that caused all of our problems on both sides.

Otherwise a very tame night for yours truly.

If these blogs continue to be less than amazing, I'll have to go into the archives. Bear with me, and it'll be bookmarked as one of your favorite reads, I promise, as there is nobody on the planet like me.

TR